XDream – 03

It was like spring, flowers were all over. Patches of clouds covered the entirety. She woke up to find that the computer was still running. Reluctant, cursing herself, she turns it off and leaves for the bathroom.

Cold water streaming down the shower refreshed her skin. She let the shower running, held back herself and tried to recall what she saw in the dream. It was vague, yet the face was so sharp, the smile was so real, just like life.

The brainstorming moments to remember a dream under a shower is not a part of the activity. But today she wanted to feel it all over again, she missed it.

‘I don’t really think we have ever come out together to this place before, right?’
‘No, we haven’t. We have different groups, right.’
‘Yeah, but it’s good here. This is the only place I like to hang out in when I come to the city. You know, at my hometown, we have this bench that faces the sea. The sea is far away, but you see a bit of it through the trees, and the breeze is epic. So, whenever I sit there, my mother would come join me and we would talk about anything at all for hours. After I have come here, she said that she does not anymore sit there. Last time when I went for the Winter Break, we sat there again for hours. I told her about college, the place and the people here.’
‘Did you talk about us?’
‘Yeah, of course. I told all the good things.’ She laughed as she said, ‘Because I can’t talk about the shit we do here.’
‘Yeah, shit like this.’ Everyone laughs.

bottle of wine

sitting on the bed with the lights all out, there’s only silence and sigh

thinking if it’s real, adjust to all that is fiction and lie,

oh my, surrender to the bottle of wine

you know, you not high, but there’s only two things you always desired.

 

you have a heart of a child, you loved all the way up and then you stop to fly

for the air is thin and so you try to breath, you’ll be alright

oh my, surrender to the bottle of wine

yesterday when you left you kept a note that says that you’ll be mine.

 

did you get enough love, from the war in your head, did you get enough fight

or did you let it go, and the stars that you love are just the city lights

so many places to go, but we didn’t know that our home is in our hearts

in the break of light we realize that we’re in the wrong place, but you’ll be fine

says the voice in your head, or the war in your head come pouring down to your heart.

 

find yourself sitting in the bed with the lights all out, there’s only silence and sigh.

knock on the door of you hotel suit, you realize that it’s real.

your food is here and so is the bottle of wine

//candle lit the table, you dance to the music in your head, ’cause now the food is here//

 

 

 

 

XDream – 02

The small cottage was not quite decorated. The simple artifacts created a clear contrast against the light-colored walls. I could see the lake through a window. I remember sitting there during my summer vacations throwing pebbles at the floating leaves. But I can’t vividly remember who all I lived with in the cottage.

Now it’s different here. I don’t recognize the person living here. She has been staying here for a long time now. But I don’t think that she used to live with us. ‘Us’?

She has a guest today. That makes her happy. She has been smiling since the time the guest has come. They both had strolled around the cottage, went on a walk around the lake. They even sat together on the bench across the lake. Usually no one goes there, but today both of them spent a long timing sitting on the bench. Probably they talked about things they don’t want others to hear, me to hear. But that does not matter.

It’s Autumn. The leaves are falling off the trees again. It’s that time of the year when the death of a cycle provides the energy for the birth of a new one. I remember asking my mother about the leaves that piled up under the trees. My mother never liked to clean it off or move them to clear off the ground. She used to say that the dead leaves become home for the bugs and crickets. And when the leaves decay, they become an energy source for the tree they have fallen from. Because, anything that we sacrifice is never in vain, she used to say.

I come back to my senses at the sound of the slamming door. She is back. Her guest is back. But they avoid looking at each other’s eyes. They avoid having conversation. Hesitatingly, she asks for a spoon to stir the coffee she had prepared for both of them. They sit facing each other.

‘Coffee?’
‘No, thank you. I think I should be going. It is getting late and will be dark soon.’
‘You can stay here for the night, and leave as early as you wish the next morning.’
‘My birds will love to have you for the night.’
I understand.’

to be continued…

 

Also find it’s continuation here.

 

Rosie

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14th April 2017

(Inspired)

Rosie, Come let me get the door for you

You’re high enough, Promise i’ll get you through

Rosie, you said you might be on cloud nine

It’s best for me, to remain just a little bit more down

But don’t say it now

Is not about the finish line

We’ve walked it through

You’ve had my hand in your hand

You told me not to look back,

You’ve come by all on your own

Rosie, Finally you learn the tune

I’m fine if you even don’t, I meant the words for you

Rosie, Don’t you care we lie just a bit

‘Sorry’, ‘Goodbye’, ‘be there for’, doesn’t have to mean a thing

But don’t say it now

Is not about the finish line

We’ve walked it through

You’ve had my hand in your hand

You told me not to look back,

You’ve come by all on your own

Xdream – 01

There are small window openings, well not exactly openings, barred windows that led to the view of an extraordinarily beautiful valley with dry river beds and red stones. The light on the inner side of the wall with such windows is dim, mostly naturally lit. On the outside however, the outburst of the heat and light from the sun led to such extreme temperature that even the soil radiated light. The only shades seen around were of the shadows from the dead tree logs that still stood erect. The sky only had white patches of clouds scattered across the horizon meaning no rain any time soon.

There wasn’t much time for Zaka but the keen eyes of a hunter and warrior noticed all the details around. Ojo sat across the room against the wall, his hands chained to the bars of the small windows. Zaka found himself chained to the other window. He looked around and found a full metal door with only a keyhole. He examined his blood stained palms trying hard to remember how he ended up in a prison. But a strong jolt brought him back to his senses. Men dressed in grey covered from head to toe with guns and swords filled the room. The gunmen had their weapons pointed at both of them. The sword holders had their hands ready to draw the swords when needed.

The men got the two prisoners cuffed and ready to be paraded out. Vivid scenes of large fire, beautiful women and splendid rivers flashed the mind of the hunter –

In the land of the big rivers, forests are common. Every river was banked by forest that spread throughout the island. Huge trees hundreds of feet tall, so dense a storm could be tamed with them and rich with all kinds of wild life and flora. But towards the mountains on the south, the desert dominated the landscape – the only part of the island unknown to man. Nothing every came back that once entered the area. The towns spread across the landscapes connected by small tracks of continually used routes. The women and men all worked a share load of responsibility to keep the communities running. The children were taught to fight and hunt. Skills of different kinds were to be mastered by everyone. Everything seemed perfect, but the crimes in the island were increasing at an alarming rate.

Flashes of sparks flew off from the contact of swords, the guns blazed blindly hitting the stone walls and the screams of the injured men filled the corridors with echo. Then, everything went blank – no light, no sound, no consciousness – nothing.

Zaka found himself in a relatively favorable place to be. The sun was about to set. Some teen-aged girls plucked flowers from the garden across the street. The men in groups walked into the restaurant while the old man read poems out loud to his old cat on the bench just beside him. The women walked by him with food for the evening. He looked around to see a different kind of architecture. The houses were all built with stones but didn’t look like the prison walls; the windows didn’t have any metal bar across their openings. He looked down to himself. His heavy leather boots, the ripped animal skin pants, the weapon hoist and the black thick chest cover made him peculiar in a place where people wore scarves in the shades of white. As he walked into the street from the alley he was in, he noticed the increase in the attention he attracted. Before he could totally understand the situation a female voice called out his name. Surprised, he looked back. A woman, most probably in her mid 20s, came walking to him as he tried to recall her face. She wore a scarf to cover her chest while another scarf around her waist was held on by a belt that hung a sword with a knot. Her face wasn’t familiar to him; he did not remember seeing her ever. She stopped a few feet away and ordered her men to fetch the unlikely stranger.

Zaka found himself in a noisy room when he woke up. The room was filled with glasses of wine, women and men laughing, cheering, talking and pointing at him while they discussed something in secrecy. He was at the center of the room, but not chained. He tried to walk but he couldn’t. Something was holding him back. Somehow he managed to exit the room and enter a larger hall that led to a corridor. Some women passed by staring at him and giggling among themselves. As he looked around in the dizziness of the long sleep he had just woken up from he heard a familiar voice coming from the corridor. Ojo.

They sat on a bench in the lawn of a tremendously large palace. I never thought I would see you again. Everyone believes that there was some kind of magic involved in your disappearance. I disappeared too, but a little late. But I did not go back or ahead in time, you did. And I still don’t know how it happened. In the prison, you killed one third of the guards. Now that’s a big crime, but nevermind. It took me 4 years to come here. But you are still the same as I saw you last, in the prison cell. The marks of your wounds… well you still have the same wounds. Nothing has changed in you in four years. But it all happened within two days. There must be something very peculiar about this. But first, let’s wake up.

 

 

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Storm

​The birds talk to the storm, 

It’s not your sky, your strong. 

Of all the wrongs already done. 

Your are the ones, looks fine. 
So many days and so far above, 

As a lifetime, or something to prove.

Storm, you came like a dream

About the skies, you don’t belong in. 
Your love for our nights. 

You pass through, in no time

Leaving begging free falling cried

Storm, is your love for our nights unreal? 
Are you the same storm? 

That comes again and again, 

Covered in clouds bringing good rain

Or disguised as the autumn breeze.

Or are your always so different, 

That every time you come, 

You leave behind free falling cries.

We don’t care. 

But you always come for our sky

And you always come for our sky!